I decided to use this blog for things I can vent about with others that will not blow up in my face with my fiancée. My other private blog will be my true feelings about everything. I just want to vent tonight as I am about to lay down that I have not had sex in at least 4 days. Not acceptable to me. Especially three of those days were great days for us. Like my counselor explained to Jerome something that may not naturally pop into his head he is going to have to make a conscious decision to act in order to do the things that make me happy. I am worried about him getting complacent again about certain things. I am too tired to talk about anything else on either blog so I am just gonna try to sleep.
Wedding talk and preparations re in the works….so we will see what my girl can do for $3000.
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